Childhood's Smell

When I smell hot chocolate, it makes me think about my childhood. My mum used to make hot chocolate for my sisters and me every morning before school, for 12 years. Also before we went to bed at night we had hot chocolate and then went to sleep. Sometimes we went out of town for our holidays but my mum never forgot to bring hot chocolate for us. The smell was so sweet and delicious.I love my mother's hot chocolate. Now, the smell of freshly made hot chocolatealways triggers my memories of those happy days of my childhood and my mum. By, Pongstorn Limanon

After all with this room

Beside my monitor, there is a box of cheese names The Laughing Cow (La vache qui rit) been sleeping there since I started my project until now. That cow still laughing with the red face but without sound, until now i still wonder the sex of that cow, is it male or female? and why that cow wearing the earing? I tried to ask myself before about this cow's question but it's really hard to find the answer that seems possible. Anyway i still swiming in the swiming pool, I know because everytime i turn myself with the chicken and egg question then i will end up with " I dont know, dont care and sometime we dont need any reasons for anything" Just be honest and respect for myself and person who should have my regard.

27 years later

All i can say in this age is I want to be back 15years earlier. The reason because may be I dont feel satisfy when i was 12 years old. I'm not really remember what I had done when I was 12 but one thing that i do remember until now is the great fun of life in that age. Someone says the creative idea will be fresh when you were youn because since you know how to deal with everything in life you will loose any fuckin fresh idea. It might be true or not, depends on the personal life. Recently i really enjoy watching the uncomplete art stuff such drawing, painting espectially children's drawing style. I've tried to draw like that style but I cant do it anymore because i know how to draw in the right way (even we cant judge art but you know what i mean). Life so far is good but i cant see the satisfation in my life by now. But when i imgae my life 15 years earlier, surprisingly i do love it like never before.

Are we live in the unusual world ? What a wired that i cant do like what i used to do.

How can i make it happen ?